Friday, May 11, 2012

Back to square one.

I should be off somewhere, studying for my midterms next Tuesday but here I am, blogging. I don't remember when I deleted my previous blog. Don't remember why either. But, I felt compelled to write again. At least, just to put my thoughts back into words. Solid words. 


I miss writing.. for the sake of writing. Not because I want to score a band 6 in MUET or whatever but just to pen my thoughts down where others couldn't grade my "work". 


Well, if you must know, Form 6 is crazy stuff. Sometimes, I can't even fathom why I even attempted to go down the road less travelled, or so they say. Perhaps, it's ego. Perhaps, it's something else. But since, I'm halfway through (Upper Six baby!) , I might as well do my best or die trying right? Fuhh, easier said than done really. 


I mean, at least half of the subjects I'm taking, I have zilch passion for. Why you say? Because it's like Form 4 & 5 where everything comes in a package. I want to do History but I have to take up Business Studies and Malay Language as well. Awesome or what?


It's okay. I've learned to come to terms with it. I'm slowly learning to love the subjects so that is good. On a brighter note, I really do enjoy Form 6 life. I honestly think it really helps you to mature.. and I've got more time to really think what I want to do with my life. What course to take and all. At the moment, I'm considering Psychology and perhaps, teaching English as a second language.. preferably in a foreign country like Korea or Japan. Well, a girl can dream right?


Made many new friends and classes feel like a family now. That is because my *awesome* class has only 8 people including me. So, our relationship with each other and the teachers are really good. We're tight knit, I'd say! :)


Sure, Form 6 feels little like going back to SPM nightmare-ish days, but I believe it's going to help me in the long run. Plus, at the end of it, I can stand proud and say, I survived Pre-U and honestly, it wasn't that bad. ;)






US! ♥
credits : Adah
mischievous Din's head got blocked by mine. YAY. -.-

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