Negativity is starting to creep in again.
I'm turning into that monster .. again.
I had a weird dream where I was asked to trust God but I chose to rebel and whine instead.
Even in my dream? Now, that's something to think about.
I don't know anymore. I think I need to reevaluate myself and this shouldn't just happen every approaching weekend. I need to seriously sit down and fix this.. with God in the picture. I need to get over this mentality of mine.
I have to stop blaming others. I need to take responsibility for my emotions ; my anger and my own doings.
I need to.
